i've got another confession to make -- i'm your fool

You know, I'm going to make a huge update about Florida and the Bahamas complete with pictures and everything, I promise. But, until I guess I'll just do a little one about the things I've done since I've been home. And it will be short, sweet and to the point.

Thursday I slept late and skipped lessons with Schaar. (my plane got in a 12am the night before. gimme a break) I woke up to Mare telling me to go to Oxhead to see the boys play. Brianna picked me up, we went to Oxhead and Sam met us there. I gave everyone their little presents and then the girls went to Taco Bell. Always fun. Decide we're going to clean Briannas van, got our bathing suits, went in her pool, went to the carwash place to vaccuum and then I went home. Fun day.

Friday I had to babysit but Lee came over for a little which was nice. I hadn't seen him in a while. We talked about some stuff, I told him some things I needed to tell him and it was pretty good. I'm glad I got my thoughts out to him, and I think he was glad I said what I did. I believe this is the beginning of something new for me, and he's actually helped me move on. So, thanks. That night I went to work with my mom and she let me drive there and back :) and then I talked to Tim on the phone for a couple hours and we made up ridiculous songs. Always a good time.

Yesterday I just drove around with my mom and did some local errands. Towards the end of the afternoon I wasn't feeling good so I went to sleep for a bit and woke up and watched movies. Went to bed and woke up this morning and drove to my grandmas in Mastic. That was cool, because I drove on the LIE. I feel so cool now. Went to some garage sales and got a free necklace. And now I'm just hanging around with family.

So here's a survey. Bitches.



1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the scar on my lower right leg is from trying to jump down the rocks at port jeff with the girls. the rock and i got into a fight, and it won. :-[

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
posters from dashboard confessional show, warped tour, random things jin and sam made me, a poster of andy roddick(it's for humorous reasons), a communist zebra, a calander and CDs.

3.WHAT DOES YOUR CELLPHONE LOOK LIKE?
it's black, a flip phone and a motorolla

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
i like everything minus country and most rap.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
5:35pm

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
to sleep.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
i miss being a kid

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
the photo of my grandfather that passed away when he was an infant. it's one of the few pictures i have of him.

9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
jasmine vanilla

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
sometimes, not often.

11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW...
i would be upset?

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
actually, ewan mcgregor in big fish. man i weep everytime i see that movie.

13. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND LIKE?
lmao which one?

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
long. no color preference, straight or curly doesn't matter.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
somewhere horribly cheesy but meaningful

16.DO YOU LIKE PORN?
it's alright

17. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES?
1. eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
2. kill bill one
3. kill bill two
4. ten things i hate about you
5. pirates of the caribbean

18. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
europe

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my mom

20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
some french

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?)
a necklace when i was like six. lmao.

22. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER(s)?
HELLO BRANDON BOYD

23. FAVORITE BAND(s)?
incubus, death cab for cutie, jimmy eat world

24. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ?
ranges from harry potter to anne rice to classic literature like to kill a mockingbird

25. FAVORITE DESSERT:
cheesecake and sugar cookies

26. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
three sugars and half&half

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE?
"people will forget what you do and people will forget what you say but people will never forget how you made them feel." -anonymous?

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
i don't think you can help that type of thing.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
a letter

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
21

31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
redheads

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
16317393073

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
people that drag their feet

34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
duh, of course

35. WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH?
NO ONE :D

36: WHAT IS YOUR WORST FEAR?
clowns and needles like IVs EEEWWW

37: SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN/TALKED TO IN AWHILE:
i wish i had the guts to tell you how much i really hate you.

38: HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEANT IT?
yes

39: WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
going to garage sales

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
breast reduction

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
boredom

42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
i like white pizza (without sauce, duh) or with onions.